📝 Jul 2025

Dad mentioned the next time we go Cameron Highlands let's rent a motorcycle so we can go anywhere without limiting our movement due to heavy standstill traffic at peak season. Woo hoo hoo hooo!

At the restaurant opposite 99 where I usually have dinner, the aunty there who usually just sitting and overseeing everybody, probably this being a family business, she being hella forgetful from what I know, due to last time taking order, turning back and straight up forget about our orders for 2x in succession, this time, when I was paying at the counter, asked me "No wear 'miniskirt'?" Wearing just a white tee and a white dolphin shorts today, flustered I smiled. Cuz dad dun let me out with a skirt together with him.

Today my housing agent let me know the key to my house could be handed over already. I learnt the phrase "outgoings apportionment" means amount already overpaid by the last owner (vendor) that has to be paid by the new owner (purchaser) to vendor through the lawyer's bank account as middleman, thus reimbursing the vendor, covering Assessment (Cukai Taksiran), Quit Rent (Cukai Tanah), Sewerage (Indah Water), Maintenance Fee (Management), Sinking Fund (Management), Water Charges (Management), TNB. Weird Water Charges why was it management, thought was Air Selangor.

Not feeling right to dump paste into 26th Jul, so I will mention here. On Sat I learnt that Lin got a non - ear lobe piercing. It probably is called upper ear lobe if I am right. Probably pretty recent. Heard she said already finished healing that, well as expected from ear piercing. At first it was cuz she asked if I had pierced my earring seeing I was with one. I removed that faux earring and explained it was a faux. And proceeded to show her my real piercing at belly. Then she also showed me her non - ear lobe. Pretty funny piercing reveal exchange.

Today, I finally gathered my courage, took a leave and paid a visit to the Seeds Foundation at Jalan Raja Laut. Due to I need to go to work afterwards, I drove there with my lorry and parked nearby for RM 4 per hour yuck. It is rather a counseling session where I could voice out how or what troubling me behind closed door without judgement. Sis, if you're reading, pls forgive me, I might be a trans. Yes I know I am screwed.

Anyway, I am not suicidal dun worry about this aspect. I still enjoy yapping on this blog, customizing it to look edgy. I still got plenty to share under Woofcraft coming soon and Nerdy Maths if I find something interesting to talk about.

I am thinking of getting my Counter Strike skill up to track to where I used to. For eg. 1 v 16 or 20 I forgot in Dust 2 normal difficulty bots in gun match.

I must be softer on myelf. I deserve rest. Like how I wake up later than needed I need to forgive myself. As paper work is not few per se. As of writing now, I am still doing paper work at 11:24 PM. So when next time I taking more rest than others I should take it easy on myself.

Haze more or less gone now but it left behind dusty floor zzz.

So today during dinner dad mentioned the reason he didn't wake me up in the morning today was cuz I was being mean to him yesterday night. How dare he mention this to me as if he was being proud of being petty of shit. This happened during yesterday's late night where I stood my ground, firmly. By not working at night. He promised a friend to transfer money to him earlier that day for work related stuff without asking me. That was still fine. And he came into my room 11PM+ asking me to quickly get it done. First it was already late at night. 2nd I was already tired. 3rd I dun feel like doing anymore work stuff at the moment. 4th he demanded to get it done right there right now. 5th I demanded he said "pls" in which he refused and claimed how I couldn't get such simple task done. And following by scolding and blah blah blah and how he regretted having this useless son and how mum failed to raise me all the shit. I fought back, insisted "Is saying a pls so difficult such that it is way more difficult than getting this task done?" Finally, after all the bs, he gave in. I immediately got it done right there.

I tried experimented on a little different way of applying conditioner. As I had noticed, majority of my fallen hair was stripped at root. So today after shampooing, I applied conditioner by one hand grabbing a bunch of hair at mid length anchoring at place to prevent tension to the root, then the other hand wiped and smoothen from mid length onwards towards the tip while applying tension. So far so good I noticed less hair fall off during conditioning. But I guess this is not a long term solution towards male pattern baldness...

Today I got compliment for my nails again XD from a Chinese girl at Urban Fresh Alam Impian.

Today, erm, someone clocked me as Kakak. It happened when dad was haggling for strawberry price with a Malay lady. I was beside. I for Idk why, maybe cuz decided to join the convo, added "Ini uncle memang susah lah." in a light tone. She agreed and we laughed. A few convos followed between them. At first I thought she was addressing herself as Kakak. Then I realized she was referring me as Kakak from the context of the sentence. I didn't correct her and kept silence like no big deal. It didn't feel bad, or rather warming. My outfit of that time was:

• A base white t shirt

• A layering wear - An open front unbuttoned oversized light long sleeve ribbed subtly pinkish white button up shirt with wavy waist hem while wrist buttoned up then flipping inward the fabric to create a balloon sleeve effect.

• A smooth red bean pink colored legging.

• Black socks and sneaker.

• My usual crossbody beige brown handbag.

• A padded sport bra as chest contour.

• Hair side parted and snap clipped, smaller right part goes back behind exposed right ear (asymmetrical faux dangling star earring), bigger left part goes front over the forehead covering left ear.

• Hair wavy moussed.

• Beard like usual electrically shaven, but there should be some light shadow around.

I realized the reason my nose getting stuffy was cuz of the haze. Even while in bed, my nose was getting irritated. Opening my bedroom door, a stronger wave filled my nose. Then looking outside, I confirmed it was the haze.

Dad and me did impromptu plan to go Cameron Highland. Stupid dad thought room was easily accessible then at night we ended up going here and there in the midst of heavy traffic due to everywhere being full house fully occupied. Ended up getting a RM 90 room no windows to outside and had to share a toilet outside with other occupants from other rooms.

Check out my newly made page at https://www.woofiepie.me/woofcraft/shell-on-ah2. Basically an AH2 Shell Locator. Or shall I rename it to that. But that would make the url longer even if it makes sense. I am stuck weighing. I havent made curvy image corner codes for those in that page. Unlike my videos in Vibing Zone, I haven't begun working on codes for images. Maybe I woud refactor them one day.

I learnt that the "tidal wave" that was open during peak hour, during 5PM to 6PM it was the Jalan Loke Yew's one opened while Taman Pertama's one cloased. While after 6PM (not sure if it goes over 7PM), the Loke Yew's one closed while Taman Pertama's one opened.

Today was some of the earliest moment I felt joy in my hair. After shower and conditioner, hair serum and mousse. The hair still feeling lasting good even after a night sleep. In surprise after night sleep, I like my hair more due to the wave gained from sleep. But they quickly faded away after washing face due to moisture exposed from water.

This boss M at Ace really liked to joke about getting me a hair cut by asking other colleagues to donate me $1. I dun know if it should be funny or not. You think $1 enough to get you a hair cut? And what is his place to talk about my hair. It was my personal matter.

Wait wait today the 2nd day in a row someone called me "comel" for my nails despite it already shows signs of growing and chipping. Just 1 day less from full 4 weeks. Both occasions came from Malay ladies during work. Yesterday from one or two Kobo Bakery in Bloomsvale Shopping Gallery. Today's from one or two from J Mart in Pasar Borong Seri Kembangan. They really made my day XD.

After work went yamcha with J. We  went separately and I arrived first so I went for a seat and ordered first. Then I played with my phone heads down. J was hesitant when he approaching my table cuz he wasn't sure it was me, after scanning through the whole shop. The last time we met was iirc during CNY of 2024. A lot had happened and mentioned I changed a lot that he could barely recognize me, and was shocked. I dun know if I made the right choice of not mentioning anything extra before showing up. Like what is the point of saying - "Hey, you know what, my hair is long now, see" to a buddy, when he didn't even ask for, who meets up irl sooner or later. J thought of asking me to go swimming but he couldn't cuz he got eczema at his leg. While I too at that point, mentioned I couldn't go too for my piercing, what coincidence. At some point, J asked whose styles or who inspired me to do so but I couldn't answer by saying Idk either. I felt like there wasn't anyone. Does that mean that it came from within me? Once some time ago dad would make joke of beating up whoever inspired me to turn femboi cuz being a bad influence to his son. 😂

Googled eczema: What is eczema? Eczema is a condition that causes your skin to become dry, itchy and bumpy. This condition weakens your skin's barrier function, which is responsible for helping your skin retain moisture and protecting your body from outside elements. Eczema is a type of dermatitis.

At night tired for Rs3. Skipped a Warband despite it was at kinda good timing. Saved me some brain cell of frustration of dealing with those d*ck shids in game. Ended up afk training while half asleep. Without realizing, it had gone 12AM. Packed and went into slumber. What a day.

Sure that fella was hooked even asking me if can go online with him in the afternoon. 😂

What a tiring day today from a lot of work fixing the floor of a lorry with dad and my employee P. At lunch I took away Hao Kee's roasted chicken drumstick for dad and P while me having roasted thigh. Somehow dad claimed the chicken was the as fresh as it used to, though not yet spoiled. Dk about P's drumstick. While mine just slightly but I didn't notice much as I was not paying attention while eating from watching anime.

Also I did a little decluttering the house a little bit. There still lots of junks to be sorted and dumped. Like the pungent mattress (Idk where big enough ethically to throw it away), a very yellowish brownish old pillow of dad's that is now sitting in the living room. My childhood toy "lego" might as well retire into dustbin or to be sealed in storage?

In the late evening, I was getting sweaty and sticky and itchy from mosquito bites in the yard. Frustrated, when into shower and did a deep clean today. Shampoo -> rinse hair -> conditioner -> body soap -> rinse hair n body -> physical soapy scrub exfoliate arm, leg, belly -> rinse body -> gentle exfoliate face foam -> rinse face -> face cleanser Cetaphil -> rinse face. Then towel pat hair dry -> put on cloth -> pimple gel t3 -> pimple mark gel -> lotioning arm focused at elbow. Self care feels like a boat load of tedious pain. This still not yet involved styling hair with mousse and oil serum, nail care like what jojoba oil thing or cuticle moisturizer, face moisturizer cream thingy, shaving or epilating body hair. Sigh... Also showering with longer hair and a belly piercing does need extra attention and caution which become more tedious.

Ganbare dayo!

At Nenek's house, got Hao accepted a copy of CS CZ at steam gift section and indeed using LAN under the same wifi coverage, both our account when playing in multiplayer mode, are discoverable by each other. He was hooked. Sigh the promo ran out already. Didn't manage to get one for Kai. Anyway not that important, the only point of getting multiple copies was so that multiple of us can be playing online simultaneously. Not a big deal.

Saw a promotion of CS CZ on steam. Bought one and gifted to Hao then sent him a screenshot of it, but I doubt he even understand what was going on zzz.

My mooshie mushie moussey finally arrived today. While it comes in spray can, while not exactly a spray, cuz it is foam, it does has kinda a scent I not very fond of when dispensing it. It does get its job done. Felt like a very light kinda gel that holds loose hair strands together, but they dun hold too much unlike gel. Next time I would try putting them more near the tip instead.

I remembered on Sat or Sun that day while at Nenek's house. When I mentioned a same-age friend having a substantial hair fall, Uncle Yan jokingly said cuz I wasn't using enough brain as my day job was lorry driver. I kept silence while I strongly disagreed for I reserved my brain cell for my hobbies like this site and mobile logic puzzles.

Tuesday blue! Just how comfy can a body pillow get. Hope sis not weirded out by my bs. 🥴 

This beachy beige feels so good for my background color for the summer right? でしょうね？

I wonder if it is time to declutter by first dumping the pungent tilam from my sis. Now that I had cleared up my room a little so that the square table can be opened diagonally and my laptop was on top and my own vertically standing tilam be a back support. Also there was a problematic wok right now that I was placing it outdoor to let direct sunlight heat it up to see if can dispose of that weird smell.

I learnt that Eurobeats from Initial D, majority of them are in English with occasionally Japanese mixed up in their song. I still placed them under Jp songs at the moment.