📝 Sep 2025

Last day of the month. Today gonna be busy clearing wages of my employees.

Ran into a sohai lorry driver who drove a 3 ton lorry at Hero Market Kip Mall Bangi.

1. When I arrived, saw a gap between it (parked, opened side door and nearly empty inside) and another lorry in front which was unloading.

2. Me looked, looked, wanted to move into the gap. As not moving there would mean possibly need to pay a stupid parking fee to the Kip Mall management after 15 mins timer runs out.

3. Stopped by him who was standing outside from afar claiming he was going to move in front.

4. Now me thinking this fella clearly hasn't unloaded his goods, yet not queueing closely to the front. And some more has his door opened like he has unloaded his goods. Fine. Pls go ahead.

5. The other lorry moved out and this fella moved forward to the place to unload. Then, after he done unload by closing his door, but this fella not going to move his lorry further front. Me see see inside the receiving area this driver has gone missing dun know where he gone to. Then his goods been cleared off the loading bay after they been scanned and checked by the employee of Hero Market.

6. Me looked, looked. Fine. There was still a spot in front of his lorry I could bring my lorry there to quickly unload these few cartons.

7. This fella while still standing above the loading bay, trying to stop me again from entering that spot. Now I am pissed already. I ignored this fella and parked there in front of his. How could this fella has done his unloading shit not "bawa depan" to free out the space and how dare you even stop me from going to the front, for the 2nd time. The first time he stopped me before, if I had been rough hot headed like plenty of other drivers, he definitely would be scolded "Apasal tak masuk pergi depan!" but I didn't.

8. After parking, I went and checked that space to see if his lorry could leave. My observation was he could. Asked dad if he got enough space to maneuver out. Yup enough.

9. We began unloading.

10. When his paperwork shit was finally done by Hero Market's employee, he got into his lorry while speaking bs at us with what load of bs of how we blocked him.

11. Dumb fella even crashed his lorry a little to the wall at the back while trying to maneuver out of that spot. Clearly a skill issue when I was seeing a hell load of space in front to maneuver. Skill issued sohai.

Ho Ho dad begins to see the benefit of my WhatsApp helper tool kit at wa.woofiepie.me. Only problem is he constantly forgot how to access it. Welp.

Funny. Today in a washroom of a gas station, while still at work, I was washing my hand, someone came in, stepped back, checked the sign again, before coming in again. He reminded me of a few days ago a noodle vendor called me ah girl from behind.

Forgot to add somewhere between the days of my picking of ingrown hair that I shared with photo on 17 Sep and today, somewhere between, I picked 2 more ingrowns from the same spot. Damn. Hopefully now that spot could begin to heal up properly no more ingrowns in that spot anymore... hopefully.

Went to Two Chefs Lab in BMC that Jason said was tasty good last time we yamcha. Well, it is not as I have expected. There wasn't any special tasty in both dad and my dinner set. And also expensive for that small portion. Looked like this shop was a no turning back for me.

Discovered a pretty good anime called The Unwanted Undead Adventurer. It does has the cliche of a skeleton as the MC, yet the story kinda feels very fresh unlike the typical troope of fantasy harem which most anime fans have been grown sick of. This is some of the good anime after the recently finished Clevatess. 

Went to So Young after a long time. Met up with Jason's dad and found he been trying to expand So Young's business to supplying refrigerator and freezer to sell soy milk and ice cream as consignment to shops. Only requiring their customer's shop to provide a space to place these storage devices. Then So Young would need labor force to service them every once in a month. Funny thing they bought a lorry for frozen food but ended up regretted due to not having enough goods and problem getting it to cool with very few goods. When the load capacity is low, I heard they need either drive the lorry around for 3 hours to get it to cool to below freezing or stuck load the lorry til near max load capacity. Weird I never know such case exist. And one of their first customers was so far away in Melaka due to being recommended by someone they knew. I learnt that maybe in the future this So Young would be one of my potential clients. Let's wait up for good news.

Skipped unashamedly!

Sis sure bitch a lot. 😭 Sorry for taking your time on this broken ass. I know I know. Have to pull my ass together.

Resting zzz...

I found a 24-hours open fast food restaurant open in Kajang. The Texas Chicken. It kinda get noisy when there were plenty of kids. And sure it was busy plenty of delivery riders came and went. And some family eating. And also some solo ranger like me. Free air cond and unlimited refill of soft drinks. Hmm not the healthiest option available. I didn't sit until after 12AM. I went home at around 10:30PM. I thought if I one day wanna bring lappy out to hog a place, this would be kinda ideal space. McD BMC was too noisy. And open space Mamaks which had 24-hours open dun really feel safe to me with lappy out in the open.

I wish I had been honest with myself. There were blatant signs all along that I am trans. From wanting breasts during teen gynecomastia and feeling disappointed when it went away, to being drawn to gender-bender anime and manga because I could relate. To hating my beard, leg hair, and belly hair. To fighting acne for over a decade. To hating my erections. To feeling ashamed of myself when i was drawn to a skirt or dress on mannequins during my trip to Hatyai. F testosterone. Fml. F.

Work... brain dead...

I figured out the account no. of the TNB Bill for my Putra Ria apartment. It was still under the name of the previous owner. I asked dad. We are not sure if wanna change the name by going to TNB office or not. Though I already emailed them a few hours ago yet to receive any reply.

Ate dinner alone at behind 99. For dad sick of eating here and followed Aunt Kuan out to eat at BMC. Aunt Kuan was in a hurry to eat and come back to get Hao do his homework. While I was still busy cleaning my glasses. Funny, they left before me, as I didn't want to go BMC. Then I came home even earlier than them.

At work outside today, 2 Malay girls employees from Shell noticed my nail. Alas I shared them the place I got it done. After leaving, I thought to myself, if they ended up going there, would communication barrier between them and my nail tech be a problem. Cuz I doubt my Vietnamese nail tech could speak any Malay? Her Eng wasn't very well verse either. Well, I guessed that's fine I saw her gallery showing her working on an Indian lady before. Should be ok. Not my problem anyway...

Part of me still pissed off at Nenek's load of crap of how I not bothered visiting mum during Qing Ming. Bloody hell that wasn't even mum. That was just an urn containing some of her ash and bones kept behind a glass plus a small photo of her at a so called seat we had bought on a shelf high in a tower somewhere in the middle of nowhere of KL.

1:00 AM of 8 Sep as of writing. And today should have been mum's 53th birthday. Dammit I am getting teary now outta nowhere.

No play nor work upon coming home tired today.

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I take it as a compliment when being asked if my hair is fake. As today was the 2nd time I been asked this question. At Ben's Independent Grocer of Publika today from one of the two Malay girls working there as goods receivers. She said my hair does not look natural.

Then later today at Shell of Bukit Raja, an Indian lady working as cashier complimented my hair of clips adding yeah there goes a little tidier than letting hair down.

They made my day. 👩‍🦰

Today a colleague in Ace (an nice Indian lady) taught me how to tie my hair in which I later learnt it was called a bun. Ok not bad keeping hair away from nape.

Night time dinner I noticed dad got poor table manner. There is so much space on his plate yet he pushed the only one bone he had onto the table instead of leaving it at the corner of his plate.

Later, what a nostalgic feeling when I my old flat at Taman Rakan. The front yard has been converted into parking area though same goes for the badminton court. Overall it has become really narrow than what it used to be.

A replacement holiday. We went to the apartment and further cleaning, bring more tools and our extra beds. The bed head of the bed was clearly trash and now dad still insisted on keeping there at the apartment. I scolded him kao kao for now you begin to store trash in the apartment before you even staying there what in the fuck!

While he suggested we pay aunt ying to cook something to bring over on next Sat, I dismissed him. Installing mosquito net is my deal breaker at the moment.

I realized new house sure cost a lot after house - broken door knob, 2x toilet seats, table, chair, washing machine, fridge. At least today got a 9kg washing machine 2nd hand from the shop below at RM 330.