📝 Oct 2024

Ok so today went Fraser Hill with Uncle Yan, Kai and Teng. A few complications happened like U turn in the middle of uphill climbing due to fear of not enough fuel, and so back to Kuala Kubu Petronas then proceed again. Teng threw up right upon arrival at Puncak Inn, I learnt that she couldn't handle the swinging of car very well. Having said all that I too felt a little bit discomfort when going uphill just that I wasn't being affected that much til throwing up. We arrived a little later than was planned. While eating breakfast buffet at Puncak Inn's cafe, the Sun had rose to where it starting to feel hot. And today Sun was real hot unlike the past few times. Lmao even dad said home here was hot as heck. The boating at Allan's water was quite affordably enjoyable at RM 10 for 2 persons for 15 mins. I learnt that this was the first time Kai and Teng been to here.

Today I tried shaving legs with a new method. Well, new method for me only as I have never tried this. First time trying physical razor in wet condition using lotion (obtained free from Berjaya Hill hotel) after warm bath, followed cold water rinse. It works wonder though I didn't exfoliate as I just did it yesterday. But since I was heading to Nenek house to stay over at night, I didn't apply the Nivea cream as moisturiser as it was too greasy. I can't risk staining any fabric I would be offered to sleep in. So I applied the aloe gel in fridge to prevent this. A little bit of moisturizing should be better than none no?

Also, today dad placed a small plank on top of the ceiling hole to block this god damn rat entrance. He added he saw quite some rat feces above our ceiling in that small space full of electrical wirings and pipes.

Got 2 more honey melons from NSK today. Immediately kept into fridge as I would not be around for tomorrow as be at Fraser. Should be sweet hopefully.

I just learnt that here Indians celebrating Deepavali with quite some fire crackers this year as compared to last year from my fish memory. Should be a good sign they doing better.

Holy rat!

My first time exfoliating with the newly bought St Ives pink bottle. Well, to my surprise, or rather unsurprisingly, what the so called exfoliate stuff feels like the "磨沙" or "grinding sand" that was found in one of my earliest Biore branded face wash that mum introduced to me many many years ago, that I scrubbed hard on oily face daily. No wonder that face wash didn't work on my face and worsen my acne at that time.

What the bad news was as I was getting out of shower, my suspicion had been confirmed by me witnessing the presence of a rat, rather medium to big in size, in my house! This is the first time a rat been ever spotted within my living space. Panic! At first, upon opening the bathroom door, I heard a scratching sound of plastic bag, which I could confirm it was from the garbage bin. Quickly switched on the light, and boomed! It sprung out from the bin, running upward in a panic mode, running over our stacks of glasses, then our capped pail of clean water, onto the wall fan and hid behind it.

I went to grab dad. Upon coming back, it had gone. Briefly investigating the crime scene, my detective cell came alive. By witnessing floor had some scrape of ceiling paint and the ceiling hole, which I had noticed the day before, that I had thought it was again, Aunt Kuan's place was leaking water again, which I was totally wrong! It was the leftover evidence from this god damn rat trying to squeeze over this hole (which was formed when Aunt Kuan's place was leaking).

Earlier yesterday I told dad that I noticed he had a terrible table manner that he left breadcrumbs everywhere on the table. And this morning he told me he found out our bread's plastic bag had been torn and the bread inside had been chewed on. He added that it was a straight torn line and so I thought that the Massimo's plastic had faulty sealing and my buddy lizard was the culprit. But, after coming home, upon my inspection, I came to realize the torn line even if it is straight, it was ragged, meaning it was not a manufacturing error, further pushing my suspicion of a rat that later I confirmed.

When I first mentioned about the rat squeezing over into the ceiling hole, dad didn't believe me claiming how could a rat get to the ceiling and into that hole. I pointed out to those debris on floor and so he nodded damn yeah. And so the reason the rat dashed back to behind the wall fan was to use the wall fan as a foot support to climb into that ceiling hole.

And now even if as a temporary solution, I placed my order so that the kitchen wall fan remains switched on 24/7 swinging left and right. I am not giving a fking chance for this rat to down again like it owns the place. Next would be to setup trap and seal the hole which I can't do today unfortunately.

I am still a little annoyed that when I was just ready to do my leg treatment (exfoliate -> manual razor along grain -> moisturize) for the first time and got interrupted by this cursed rat, eating away my precious time to shave while my legs were very freshly exfoliated.

I ain't sure if I should be disappointed at dad's poor detective performance or proud of myself growing brain cell. Just joking!

Written as of 28th Oct. Been feeling tired lately. I can't remember the exact timeline. Been trying to clean shave but somehow got severe rash at belly area. Spent a few days applying aloe gel. Today eating honey melon and winter melon barley and xiao bai chai. Further cleaned room a little bit by vacuuming and wiping floor too. At night, I finally casted away the embarrassment and pumped up to get Teng help on leg hair removal issue. Did I just burrow deeper into the femboy rabbit hole? I couldn't tell what she feels exactly maybe a little silly that I would ask.

Today I tried shaving my legs again for leftover hair using the Veet electric razor. Then I shaved my abdomen and pubic for the first time today. My razor and cream still not yet arrived so I gotta bear with these stubby pricky little thorns for now. The left side of my abdomen was getting redly irritated that I spread some aloe gel from fridge to cool it down after failing from using coconut oil and Shang Biao Oil which made it worse. Spreading coconut oil on legs

The more I write about natural fabric, the more new properties come around. Also, today marked the first day I ever shaved my leg in my entire life.

Off work earlier today, finally pulled myself to clean up my room (used to be sis room) a little bit. Still got lots of dust needs to be cleared. Today only managed to fold cloths a little bit to get less messy. Washed 2 leggings that I had bought a few days ago at a very cheap price at JBR Bundle Balakong. Much cheaper than what sold in Shopee and quality checking available before buying. What a win win. I learned on which side a legging should face too that I used to wear it at the wrong side. I am still thinking if I should let sis know that Netflix wasn't working the next day after watching Insidious, sigh...

I went Nenek House and ordered a Domino with a voucher that can only be used when the paying amount is over RM 35 - 1 regular pizza the new "World Pizza", 1 garlic bread that Aunt Ying wants, 2x Mozzarella cheese sticks that I thought was good, indeed these cheese sticks were really good.

Went off to work alone in the morning. Afterwards, I added 2 new pages into Fashion Freedom that I been planning for a while - Fabric Types (yet to finish) and My Body Measurements. Sometimes I wonder how long can this blog survive? Anyone can give me an answer? I don't intend to make this blog publicly known at least yet for now. I am starting to think what I included so far in this blog are what defines me, hmm was it, maybe?

A new potential employee called Erik tagged along for a day, but I really doubt he could do this work. I reassured dad I ain't intending to do any transition despite my choices of clothing or hobby but he sounded unconvinced? Sigh...

Aww tired to do stuff at night went asleep after lounging some YouTube. At least I watched some YouTube about some testimonies from detrans now I get to know at least a little bit more about them.

Alah pain in the butt Netflix had my account signed out again. Nah who wanna watch damn Netflix anyway screw it. I just learnt that satin is not a fabric is a type of weaving.

I got a good day rest no work today yesh! Got to take away lunch Shao Rou Rice at behind 99. I wanted roasted drumstick yet it was sold out at even 12PM damn. Rainy for the whole day at home was a good sleepy day today. While the cons were my wet laundry. The incomiing water pipe into washing machine had some problems where it allows water out of nowhere in occasionally even when washing machine was off. No wonder its spin feature seems not working due to new water going in again.

Went to Nenek house at night for Kai looking for some codes about LSTM neural network model for Gold Price to USD chart. I was really clueless on how to write LSTM model. Randomly got some python codes copied to work but I got no idea what and how it did. Perhaps next time I can re-work on this. Didn't touch anything on fetching data as I think fetching or scraping data is the least of worry first. I am a total newbie when comes to neural network stuff codes sigh...

Went long distance watching Netflix with sis for the first time. But pain in the ass to set up. I took an hour or so just to set up. I even got half asleep near the ending of the movie sigh...

At the time I stopped my car upon reaching behind 99 for dinner, sis video called dad and the first thing they mentioned was somehow about me with hair clip. Dad refused to get out from car and stayed talking while I left for the shop. I wondered what they been talking behind my back?

Phew today finally input and compiled those lingering smelly fragrant Batching List that I had received from my driver.

I didn't know if to go Fraser tomorrow, after contemplating a bit where Kai had got something rushy to do and Teng had an interview planned tomorrow, I decided to rest up tomorrow and do some cleaning too.

Damn today the normal Chao Fan was a wetly piece of crap. They can't maintain their standard from yesterday where I got quite decent Shao Rou Chao Fan. I didn't take note on whose the chef there. Maybe next time I should look whom is holding the wok-chan!

I found out the Shao Rou Chao Fan from behind 99 is quite decent.

I solo went to Ace today, written as of time sitting waiting there, wish me luck.

Ugh I wish I got more time and energy to read Witch Hat Atelier. I am around Chapter 63 now. It starts getting a little tense in the story line. Let's see what it has in store for us.

I fixed the autoplay feature in FM Radio page in the meantime while waiting in Ace. Then I added some more FM radio later at home. I could easily extract those FM stream if they stream by a get request with a url source. I was having problem with those that fetch by chunks. I did not manage to figure out how for eg. for one Jp FM called Kawasaki FM. Maybe better chance and dedication next time. Also, today marked the first time I picked up a needle and thread and sewed for the first time. I fixed those loose thread at the seams of one of my panties. Also, a new category of pages called Xiangqi has been added to my blog. I wanna slot in any Xiangqi videos I find particularly strategic and interesting.

I felt not enough rest for only one day. I didn't get much stuff cleaned nor done after resting. Just no mood to get these chores done. That's precisely why I need to off two days or who else gonna do these chores. Ugh fk I have no idea why my FM radio page's buttons, when click play on one, the others would play too. As I have removed table of contents from my music pages, now I got a feeling I want to set title below those videos so to get them look nicer at the same level.

Hoo hoo long awaited rest day on Sun.

Phew 10 outlets today + 1 outlet leftover from yesterday was kinda tough. Like guaranteed cannot finish if not wanna get mopped due to arriving at place over 5pm. Anyway it was counted as 2 trips. Tired today, not doing much at home after work. Finally got time to investigate a Xiangqi checkmate puzzle I saw on Reddit. I tried previously on phone but I just couldn't solve. This time I arranged them on my physical magnetic Xiangqi board and I solved it nearly immediately. Lmao. I learnt that 空头跑 is such destructive technique when horse is advancing to do discovered check or discovered attack.

A potential employee followed along in lorry today to check out how everything works. He looks still ok, hopefully wanna work. He claimed he wasn't used to waking up early so let's see first. I learnt that all outlets of Village Grocer have their receiving time end at 4:30 pm.

Ughh today I drove to work solo. I prayed to get good outlets, well not that bad anyway, just a little narrow places. Not bad today still managed to load another trip before going home.

In the middle of delivering goods, dad was mad that I wasn't doing what he asked for immediately. While I only assured him that I would do later without talking much nor giving reasons. After explaining to his bird brain to make clear of the situation and he spent some time alone (unloading goods), he calmed down, claiming he couldn't control himself from getting mad from others' doing, or "我不得收人家的气" in Cantonese. This wasn't the first time I heard this senseless phrase. Then, I made an analogy as to how it was the same as a Malay Muslim extremist claiming "I can't control my urge to rape someone because she was dressing very sexy." He kept denying by giving reason he wasn't a Malay Muslim. Obviously he missed the whole point. In short, blaming others for own misconduct. I was really questioning what manners have dad learnt all these years. No worry he was back to normal.

Here I insert a piece of 30th Oct diary here that I forgot to add. In Fraser Hill, I finally learnt to have my scarf tied for the first time in a not just wrapping method. Though I doubt that I was slaying much as a newbie. That was my first step to scarfing fashionably. Ah found it! It was called the City Slicker according to a blog from ties.com. Dad was still very reluctant to wear one, claiming scarf was what only woman would wear, despite I showed him many photos of cool guys with scarf. I have more to learn on scarfing! I couldn't tell was it for fashion or for warmth in cold place like Fraser or for eagerness to visit sis one day. Maybe everything in between?

Back to today, I actually got a compliment during work from a middle-aged Malay lady about my hair clip being beautiful. Damn, I was flustered. Dad smiled funnily or rather awkwardly when I told him. I been keeping this quiet that I had got another compliment for my flowery patterned skirt from an older Chinese woman from the restaurant opposite 99 at a time I went there alone.

After a heavy meaty meal of lamb soup on yesterday night, I chose to not eat meat in dinner. Instead I got Thai Mixed Vege when dad suggested to eat Beef Soup Noodle at Mahkota Point. There was still meat in eat nevertheless after I requested not to have its Sotong in which they replaced with chicken breast. Had a brief chat with sis I was happy she agreed to get me any imaginable ch songs I ever need woo hoo. Tired at night, so I didn't make the barley + winter melon + honey melon drinks. Will try to get it done tomorrow.