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I am annoyed that dad keep bitching me right after I come out of shower about how slow I was. Then continue to bitch when I was behind door when I fixing hair. And bitch when I came out ready. I wanted to just go to usual place for dinner. He kept saying no no and wanted to go further out the street for 1 Hao saying the usual place has none to eat while mixed rice had stuff to eat. I was the one driving. So I started driving to the usual place. Finding out I aint driving to the street out, then he raised his voice. Then I commented now you're raising your voice. Again I forgot what the convo was, next I commented I find that tone of words unpleasant. He got off the car and I left to Yoke Wan alone.
What load of crap of none to eat at usual place when I came home he eating instant noodle. So this ass hole had maggi mee as stuff to eat while Yoke Wan had worse than instant noodle la.
Like taking sweet time shower after getting soaked from head to toe out there during work today was wrong. While when I came home he already chilling on the couch snacking. So what is the big deal of people being slow.
When he himself admitted he was hot headed says something like "I cannot be tempered" like so you got a temper cuz somebody made you to instead of you yourself being in control. Wtf is this logic? While I nearly never get hot headed and rash outward like he did.
He wasnt proud of that. Btw I am not sure my handling only work specifically against dad. Cuz I once a long time ago I made a vow to myself to never let his words get to me again. Cuz that time I was deeply hurt when just naively asking for a random how to read a chinese word from him. He proceeded to scold and never answered. Also my 2nd vow that time was to never ask him to show how to read a chinese word again from him let him stay on his high horse. These 2 vows were something I never shared and tossed aside. Now I am thinking these might be a shield to my sanity.
I should have remember what Dad so call 大男人 but would mention how a few days ago I refused to fetch him back from MRT and instead asked him to take the bus and now he jokingly claimed he would remember it and some day would take revenge blah blah blah cuz his heart could get as small as a petty rat. What load of crap of getting me to back to be a man blah blah blah.
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Home early after working half day to drop leftover from yesterday.
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朝 - Going to TS for work after a long break. Bloody hell got bitten by mosquitoes many bits early in the morning from waiting for goods to come out.
Since sis mentioned that she still got spare threads lying around, guess shall I prepare another set so that I have 2 sets simultaneously. One for now lorry work that can get dirty easily. While the other set is for outside of work that is kept cleaner.
Let's sum the word of today - surprised. Surprised to know sis still got some handicraft threads remaining. And surprised to learn that those adhesive stuff on my breast pads can get so smooth when exposed to detergent to clean it.
I was quite happy when heard Teng's mum asking if wanna teach me on sewing when fetching her in my lorry. Cuz can DIY make my own loose fit crop top without the need to visit a random tailor paying RM10 - RM20 just to get a piece done.